I must admit that I am a gold digger, but why do I feel so awful about it? I’m not tricking or manipulating anyone into giving me money, I just prefer to entertain gentlemen who will. I don’t think there is anything wrong with that, yet I still feel guilty.
For example, the fox that I went on a date with. Utterly charming. But I got so bored when i realized he was looking at the price of everything! Now he wants to see me every week and obviously possibly date, but I want nothing to do with him despite the fact his personality and looks are quite perfect. That’s not fair, it takes the authenticity out of everything. I even thought about dating him genuinely, but I have no interest in doing so
I have become so greedy, I want money, money and more money. Despite the fact I’m making the most I have ever done, I still feel broke and constantly chasing it. I mean I almost make a doctor’s salary at 18! Maybe that’s also why I
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